chemister

mood: confused

Ever watched any of Bourne movies? Heck they are awesome. In the first episode, Jason Bourne was told that he was a failure; a million-dollar disappointment of a government project called…hmm…ah…forgot about it. But anyway, my point here is if you were in the same situation as Bourne, what would you feel? When you did not meet the expectation of the people who wasted a lot of money to see you in any circumstance, being able to be on top of everything, what would you think? What would you do? When your government spends a whole lot of money for your education and expecting you to be the future investment of the country, will you turn back the favor? What happened if you were trapped in a situation when you feel that you were used? Have you ever felt that you lived for others, and your job was to make others felt better even though you suffered inside? Lonely, maybe? You tried to fulfill the emptiness, but nobody cared. You tried to find somebody, but there is nobody. You need somebody, still…nobody’s there for you. Nobody understands you. You are alone. Then you don’t trust anybody. But you keep on trying. You tried, you failed. Over and over again. What would you do then?